The Gift of Now

Stop postponing your life

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"Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose"
- Viktor Frankl

Dr. Paul Kalanithi and his daughter Cady (Source: med.stanfor.edu)

Sometimes, life has a way of shaking us awake. I recently learned about Paul Kalanithi¹, a brilliant neurosurgeon who, at 36, faced terminal cancer just as he was completing his decade of training. What strikes me most isn't just the tragedy of his story but how he transformed his devastating diagnosis into a profound exploration of what makes life meaningful.

The Illusion of Someday

Paul's story hits close to home for me because it was a neurosurgeon who saved my life in 2018 and made it possible for me to be at my daughter’s wedding last year.

Turning Pain into Purpose

Like many of us, Paul had spent years postponing certain aspects of life, thinking there would always be time later. He was busy building an impressive career - Stanford medical school, Yale neurosurgery residency - constantly pushing toward that next achievement. Sound familiar? I recognize this pattern in myself and many others: the belief that meaning and fulfillment will somehow arrive after we reach the next milestone.

Finding Meaning in the Now

What deeply touches me about Paul's journey is how he responded to his diagnosis. Instead of retreating into bitterness, he leaned into what mattered most. He wrote, continued treating patients, and he and his wife decided to have a child—choosing to create life even in the face of death. He found that meaning wasn't waiting for some future achievement but fully embracing the present moment, however difficult.

Consider these profound shifts in perspective:

• Purpose can be found in any circumstance, especially the most challenging ones

• Sometimes, our most extraordinary contributions come from our deepest struggles

• Meaning often reveals itself when we stop postponing life

Your Wake-Up Call

While most of us won't face Paul's exact circumstances, his story invites us to ask: Why wait for a wake-up call? What if we chose to live with intention now? Perhaps you're feeling stuck in a comfortable but unfulfilling routine or achieving goals that no longer resonate with your heart.

Try these ideas for living with a greater purpose:

• Write a letter to yourself about what truly matters to you²

• Identify one area where you've been postponing joy or meaning

• Take action this week to bring more authenticity into your daily life

• Ask yourself: "If not now, when?"

Before his death, Paul wrote a book called "When Breath Becomes Air,"³ transforming his personal journey into a gift for others. His words remind us that meaning isn't something we find - it's something we create, often in unexpected circumstances. The question isn't whether your life has a purpose; it's whether you're brave enough to embrace it now.

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1. Paul Kalanithi

2. I was not thinking about money when I was 24 hours away from brain surgery.

3. When Breath Becomes Air